Monday, December 27, 2010

Three years ago


It was 27th of December 2007.
I was at my radio station, which is situated in an office plaza at sharae faisal, Karachi. 10 minutes before the 6 o'clock news I am usually going through notes, while constructing words for the opening line of my radio show, which starts right after the 5minute news bulletin. Political atmosphere of Pakistan had dramatically changed. Emergency was imposed, judges were deposed, media was shunned. I like many in this country, was barred from carrying out my show for 34 days. After years of army rule, not only musharraf had taken his uniform off, also both ex-prime ministers had returned to the country. From being in exile few weeks ago, to campaigning in front of the nation for upcoming elections, it was sadly the best, in this country, people have seen of "democracy".

Despite stories of the day in my notes were...
  • Peak-hour electricity shortage reaches over 2,000MW or 20 per cent of the total demand.
  • Musharraf and Karzai renewing pledge to combat terror.
  • Pakistan invites hundreds of foreign observers for the January 8 polls.
  • US Special Forces to train Pakistani troops.
...I began my radio program with the usual "Salam" followed by "listeners, there is a sad news still developing and reaching us from Islamabad, that Benazir is killed".

A minute earlier; news department had confirmed me, as to what happened when the dust settled from the bomb blast at her motorcade. I remember not saying much, and stepping out from the studios queuing commercials.

I went back on air after commercials and shared with listeners some more information about entire events of the day leading up to this incidence. The shock was difficult to stay live on mic with, so I went out of the studio office to grab a smoke in the alley near the stairs. What I saw was something I had never seen before; the entire workforce of this eleven story office building was leaving all at once. Their faces were pale, terrorized and everyone looked confused as if somebody tipped off a bomb hoax. Seeing this flood of people evacuating the building, I followed 'em down to check the streets. Since I knew news department will take over the transmission to connect with reporters from the scene and etc... hence I never had the burden to resume the show immediately.

I remember street lights were out, people were gathered in huge numbers, cars were packed with extra people, as every one instantly believed, "fleeing to home" was the right thing to do. I talked with few people to explore what they knew more about Benazir's death that I didn't. They all said, "you have no idea what is to come, now". I tried reading their minds by inquiring what is to come? They all seem to agree with "just about anything". As if the instant reaction of her death was intuitively sent into their brains. I could not see the reason for panic, since I myself was shocked like most of them were, I told myself "lets go upstairs and finish the show, then I will head home".

I received a text from my younger brother, conveying a very important instruction from my father.
"No political commentary, beta!"

Within an hour, the fear of those leaving for home instantly after the news of Benazir's demise; started making sense.

Radio's newsroom started receiving information of riots, gun shots and fires being set in several places of the city. This was odd at first, but as hours passed and police, rangers and army was not mobilized at all, it all turned into complete havoc well before the 10pm news bulletin. Office staff at our radio were the only few people in the entire building left stranded.

News of cars being burnt, banks being looted and several unknown gunmen harassing public at almost all big and small roads, started reaching us. Public transport was either halted, stopped by force, or crashed and then set ablaze. Little did we know, that we won't be able to go anywhere for next 36 hours. Terror danced out on the streets, naked in front of our eyes.

Phone calls we received and reports which reached us throughout next three days; still haunts many in our staff team. Billions of dollars worth of looting and destruction. Several dead and kidnapped.

Terror wasn't over:
More than 28 railway stations, 13 engines and 7 trains were set ablaze, totaling a loss of more than 3 billion $ alone. More than 3000 cars, 176 banks, 37 gas stations, hundreds of buses, trucks, shops and buildings were destroyed. More than 100 people died in riots which followed BB's assassination.

Unreported stories:
21 year old Abid (now 24), is still waiting for his sister to return from office. Last phone call she made was minutes before plunging into a small street for safety, abandoning her car after witnessing riots on streets.

Her wedding date was in a month's time.

It was a black day in the history of Pakistan and BB's death was the least of any reason why.

Thursday, December 23, 2010

Returning Investment


news item [19 October 2010]
Law Minister Babar Awan surprised many when he announced the donation at the Supreme ]Court premises and it was immediately accepted by SCBA president Qazi Anwar who received a cheque for Rs1 million, while Rs4 million will be paid to the association’s new leaders to be elected on Oct 27.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Thank you


Its been the longest winters without you.
When I thought that I didn't have you in my mind; still I existed in yours.
Oh Lord Beauty!

I shall never stop smiling, why should I? You still love me.
I regret my wrongs. I am guilty. And the moment I feel sorry, I can feel your mercy.

Some may never take that road. I knew not where I was going. With tranquility it reads, journey within.

Where I finished myself... there were still steps. Following into the world outside me.
The kingdom of never ending vastness.
Once beyond my grasp, now in my imagination.
The stars, the heaven and the galaxies.
All for a reason. All for the eye, which sees.

Just when i thought, what better could I smell? I smelled what was new to me.
Just when i thought, what better could I taste? I tasted what was new to me!
New feelings, sounds and sights.

Liberated from the shackles of myself... now I walk free. Or perhaps, I only suppose that I am. Free.

In the midst of this; the world unseen and unknown is coming into being. With every step outside myself...
... restlessness grows.

I remember the forbidden tree. Taste of which, knows all of me.

I can repent, cry and beg for mercy. You will always love me.
Enlighten me and protect me. I am bound for the journey within.
But I can't even conquer me. Help me!

I have smelled, tasted, heard, felt and seen; what I once knew not of.

How can I go back to just live with me?

Its already been the longest winters without you.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Hearts and minds

We live in an age where learning about destruction caused by wars doesn't necessarily take us into digging war logs or archives. News papers here in Pakistan mostly have a dedicated column for Iraq, Afghanistan and more recently; Waziristan. Terrorists, coalition forces and more occasionally civilian deaths make most of the headlines. Roadside explosives, bridges, hospitals, schools and marketplace related destruction and violence by small armed groups along with search and combat operations by regular armies are all that fills every read.

Collateral damage and rare targeted assassination of enemey combatants; makes world leader break their silence, every now and then. But the cold blooded routine goes on.

I have had a rare glimpse of life in war, as a ten year old. Enemey air planes would sometimes find their way inside the country. Sirens would go on, immediatley lights would be shut off and gas masks would be put on.

But these recent wars are different. In post aeriel bombardment scenario, the dust has never settled. Nobody seems to either win or lose. Enemey doesn’t have a regular army marching on drum beats, infact this street combat is often refered as guerilla warfare. Tactics are often miscreant’s brainchild or sometimes it is an over whelming use of force resulting from an army running short on patience because of an ever illusive target living among civilians.

The scale of destruction often refered as oil supply disrupted, schools blown out, bridges exploded etc. might be worth reporting from a journalist’s point of view.

But the children, girls, women, boys, men, and old ones living those streets are my concern here in this writing. The people living in wars. Not just flesh and bones, but their existence of non tangible dreams & aspirations, emotions, fears, which no MAN on earth can ever get an estimate of. That plain is the real battle ground. The slogan of winning hearts and minds has been translated into an abusive tragedy of humanity for many witnesses and survivors of war.

It’s been 20 years since the first gulf war, but I can still remember her tone as my mom comforted me in one of those nights. Siren had gone on and we slipped into darkness as she spoke “don’t you worry dear, me and dad will always be around. Otherwise, be strong and take care of the other children”.

Every time I read of a drone attack somewhere in Pakistan, her words always renew its meanings.

After almost a decade since these pointless wars were first raged, the world has not only failed to eliminate the threat, but generally mankind has lost the virtue of his most iconic strengths; that is to talk, debate, negotiate, resolve and reach agreements.

A famous economist/writer said the following lines

“The direct use of force is such a poor solution to any problem; it is generally employed only by small children and large nations”.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

A mean spouse


more or less like any ordinary couple, they too had usual disagreements. But never in their almost three years of living together; did any conflict result in "drawing lines for each other". They would still discuss and settle disputes verbally. Somewhere deep inside, both knew of their partner's worth.

Its a cruel world out there, for anyone not walking in pairs or partnership.

Fueled with this unadmitted insecurity, their relationship gained strength with time. They learnt not only to respect but also feed each other with their individual cravings. Still disputes and reservations never completely faded away.

Amid these ongoing wrangling, one of them decided to end the relationship. Meantime upon learning of partners intentions, rather than planning to calm things down, the other one decided to feed own ego and slap the divorce on the face first !

Or perhaps in simple words....

...news item: "Molana Fazlu decides to quit the ruling coalition."

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Thursday, September 30, 2010

politics

Altaf Hussain: US government deserves punishment for killing thousands of innocent people in Afghanistan and Iraq

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Eid Mubarak

Living with her aunt, this lonely survivor and her sister had lost both of her parents at an Early age. As i tried to converse with her, I was told that; She is disabled with hearing and also cannot talk. Last but not the least, i was told; "she is blind by birth". Remembering flood victims on this Eid...
EID Mubarak Every one

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Martial law

News Item: The Muttahida Qaumi Movement (MQM) will support any act against ‘corrupt politicians’ and former generals by ‘patriotic Pakistani army generals’, including martial law, MQM chief Altaf Hussain said on Sunday.





Saturday, August 14, 2010

Floods in Pakistan

Rains starting from the mid of July have perhaps halted briefly, but floods waters show no sign of receding. People from times of Swat operation (from where i not only filed several radio reports but also assisted in relief efforts) knocked again with donations. Initially i thought areas in southern sindh would be in desperate need of such relief, but now almost all parts of Balochistan, Punjab and NWFP are signaling red.

Government, foreign & local organizations along with many welfare and untrained enthusiasts have moved into massive rescue and relief operation. There is no central command and control.

First it was donors and now my radio station, which has handed me a responsibility to provide media coverage and job to study the relief operations. I am flying to several destinations starting from Monday 16th August.

From shopping malls to schools, mosques, offices and along road sides, every where you see is a call to donate. For the moment i have some guardianship of several donors but from my experience in Swat i know, this is nothing compared to the need.

Ramadan is already here. A cleric has issued Fatwa saying, that those effected with floods and suffering from famine, need not to keep a Fast and they may complete their numbers in later months.

I am pledging donors to contact me on my phone number. I am leaving Karachi.
00923322627235
Pray for Pakistan and all the humanity at large.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Criminal Festivities

It was only 20 minutes into my show, that Owais from the news desk, rushed inside the onair studios and said; "a minister is assassinated". Before walking out, he said "law and order situation would worsen".

Throughout the remaining 1 hour and 40 minutes... I personally did all i could to not broadcast the panicking reports which we were receiving from our reporters from several localities of the city.

I concluded the show, encouraging citizens to stay on the look out for the miscreants, and eventually report the authorities. Buses were set ablaze, few people were shot dead and almost all areas reported aerial firing. Its been only three hours finishing the show and now streets are completely deserted. I am stuck at the radio with 8 more individuals.

When Benazir died, i reached home after somewhat 48 hours. I am sure this ain't an ex prime minister, but still; the reaction from the law enforcement agencies is hopeless. They never have a security plan to take things in control. Interior minister won't miss an opportunity speaking to the media, while not a single question would be raised for his ability to operate national institutions responsible for public safety.

Probably any one bearing a pistol is out on the street looting, criminals would settle scores with rivals. Robberies and kidnappings from tonight would never be reported in police stations.

Fear fed citizens and "panic" injecting media along with incompetent law enforcement agencies are vital ingredients which easily allow political murders turn into a criminal festivity.

As i am typing this blog, Rashid just entered the studios. Rashid played lead role in a recent pakistani movie "Ramchand Pakistani". He walked here from a nearby friend's place. He is reporting aerial firing, sounds of crackers, no traffic and zero street lights. Mr.Ramchand Pakistani can't risk going to his house, so now we are 9 + 1 for the night :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Defiance; For now.

For almost an year, we in Pakistan have been told by the minister in charge of water and electricity that, among all possible measures to counter energy deficiency in Pakistan; Privately owned independent energy producers renting out electricity to our country is the most viable solution. Thanks to media and news coverage, people were also informed about the Chinese offer to own and supply entire country's electricity with a flat rate of 300 rupees per house. In the midst of all this, Iran made us an offer of cheap electricity, round about 2 rupees per unit. Still our dear minister was repeatedly quoted and heard directly by masses, laying stress to rental power projects. Despite some political pressure and other setbacks i am not sure, but couple of them have been put operational since Prime minister inaugurated one of these rental generators himself. Somewhere about 55 Megawatt of electricity each.

Meantime China recently has decided to move forward with an earlier deal to provide Pakistan with two nuclear reactors to address its energy deficiency.

That seem to have raised some eyebrows in the west. Specially United States, demanding clarification of the Nuclear Supplier Groups' member country; China. The 46-nation NSG, which governs the export of civilian nuclear transactions by its members, meets this week in New Zealand. That will be the test of nerves for diplomacy, since US has, in past, already assisted India after passing congressional amendments specifically made to find a way around nuclear supplier groups' guidelines.

This weekend, US envoy on his two day visit to Pakistan, said in a press conference facing media, that if Pakistan wishes to move ahead with the Iranian Gas pipeline deal, they can, since its their internal matter and US holds no reservations on the matter. In fact he said, we too are worried and are trying to assist Pakistan in addressing their energy crisis.

Next day he took a U turn and media reported Mr. Holbrook advising Pakistan to not to rush into the Gas deal with Iran, since US is considering to pass a congressional legislation forcing tougher sanctions on Iran.

Defying a warning from Washington, Pakistan's prime minister promised Tuesday to go ahead with a plan to import natural gas from Iran even if the U.S. levies additional sanctions against Iran.

Gilani said Pakistan would reconsider the deal if it violated U.N. sanctions, but the country was "not bound to follow" unilateral U.S. measures.

Iran which currently holds multi billion dollar deals with China, Russia, and numerous Middle eastern and Latin countries has vowed to learn to live with sanctions.

Russia's Foreign Ministry has already said that new U.N. sanctions against Tehran over its nuclear programme do not oblige Moscow to scrap a deal to deliver surface-to-air missiles to Iran.

Links between Iran and China centers on energy, through China’s requirement for Iranian oil, and Iran’s need for foreign expertise to develop its vast, but undeveloped reserves. Iran also requires petrol from Chinese petroleum companies as its own supplies remain inadequate. China has ensured that the UN sanctions passed have not affected its hydrocarbon trade with Iran.

In June last year, the China National Petroleum Corporation secured a US$4.7 billion deal to develop part of the South Pars gas field. In doing so, it replaced the French company Total as the main contractor after it dithered amid the growing controversy surrounding Iran. The field is, according to Iranian officials, due to produce an income of as much as $130bn per year, and it will further help China to secure its energy supplies.

Only last month Iran placed an order with China for six liquid natural gas tankers, each worth between $200m and $220m, to export liquified natural gas from its territory.

Bilateral trade between Iran and China, worth $27bn last year, is set to grow to $50bn by 2015, according to the Iran-China Joint Chamber of Commerce.

And on this Monday Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez officially inaugurated three dairy factories built by Iranian firms in Venezuela. Iran has planned and constructed 13 dairy factories in Venezuela that process 360 tons of milk per day. Iranian President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad and Venezuelan President Hugo Chavez signed a memorandum of understanding in Caracas in November 2009 that comprised 270 agreements on cooperation in the areas of agriculture, industry, technology, energy, fisheries, and housing.

I am not too confident about my Prime Minister's defiance at the moment. If in future he bows down to his friendly US pressure, and scraps the Iran Pakistan Gas pipeline deal, it would only hurt Pakistani Interest and won't cause Iran any wrinkles.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Dictocracy

For 33 years out of 63, Pakistan has been ruled by its military. Sometimes the democratically elected governments were sacked for corruption, faced midterm election, or simply run down by army boots. It is safe to say that both; the democracies and the military rule had their fair share of power in Pakistan.

Even though i was born and brought up outside Pakistan, still my family ties with farm life are intact. My cousins tell me about benefits of breeding their cows with those which are direct descendants of imported dutch cattle. Babies born as a result, grow up to yield more milk. In similar way people breed dogs, goats and other animals to produce better species.

News Item:
Despite facing accusations and ongoing trial for possible involvement in Benazir's death, All Pakistan Muslim League (APML), was formally launched by General (r) Pervez Musharraf, in Sindh on Tuesday.

Bashing general musharraf's policy during his rule I personally climbed the ladder of my career becoming a radio satirist by writing black humor. I liked him for his sense of moderation and his progressive approach. He would never bury his head in a blanket, no matter how stupid they said his actions and moves were. But then other setbacks were fatally irreversible, which i would force myself to not to write down here. Thats between me and the listeners of the sunset radio show (for the moment).

Now after seeing the retired general trying to make his way back into the corridors of power, through democratic process i am left counting the benefits of hybrid breeding. A military dictator, following democratic pathways to impact Pakistani politics, while sitting outside the country; not bad! When democracy in Pakistan means, giving the same old individuals second and third chances, why not re-write history and see what happens when a military dictator makes a come back. I know its experimental. Much like hybrid breeding, where results are mostly unpredictable.

"What can possibly go wrong?" i ask myself...

Height of a mishap could be having ourselves a mutant species resulting from interbreeding of democracy and autocracy. A killing machine, who is ready to shoot down all sort of opposition and still calls himself; a people's man.

And if the luck is on our side, we might have a gentlemen who has learnt from his mistakes (not only that short list which this ass reluctantly produces at his lectures). He might return as a man who takes the country out from the curse of political opposition and translates people's dreams (not any hidden agenda) into a vigorous persuasion.

Meantime my cousins keep telling me that interbreeding is a natural process, and you can't do much about structural abnormalities :)

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

story continues


Army commanders have developed a consensus that COAS General Ashfaq Parvez Kayani should continue till the ongoing war on terror gets a decisive turn so that the achievements attained may be consolidated and not go waste.

The petroleum prices were slashed by the government on late Monday night with new petrol price fixed at Rs 69.04.
Still Petrol pumps were shut down and petrol was no where to be found. Obviously, stations had bought it on higher prices and had to sell it to the cheaper rates, but what was the use of holding on to that stock and not selling it to the public, when eventually they had to push their stock out in the public, next day. I tried asking several experts, but no one in my circle of journalists and reporters had to offer any satisfactory answer. Still i found the idea of government having to re-reimburse the cost difference to the gas stations, for which they kept there stock floating in their tanks. Many cars, specially motorcyclists, were left stranded next day. The good news of reduced petrol cost, could not have circulated to people without having any glitch of some kind.

A cyclone is heading toward Pakistani coastal areas. Its all over the news. The fear and panic including delayed and inappropriate response of government to transfer thousands of people residing in those coastal areas, is the main title of almost all Pakistani private television news channels. Not a single media is running public awareness campaign to inform
viewers of safety measures to be taken in case violent winds and cyclone hits their land. So far the agenda in one word could be expressed as "panic". Few of my friends made phone calls from outside the country, because what they saw on our local private channels, gave them the impression; that this call should be made before its too late. To "Say hello" one last time, since through their lenses Karachi is going to be wiped off the map of the world. I love rain.


Transparency international recently presented a thorough report on Pakistan. According to it, most corruption inside Pakistan, is done in our newly named province "Khyber Pakhtoonkhwa". Some friends here in Sindh, can not believe that the title is taken away from them, while others simply discredit the report. Nay! Its still us.


and Israeli commandos stormed freedom flotilla ships, which were trying to bring aid into Gaza. Gaza remains cut off from the world due to blockade imposed by Israeli authority.
Talat hussain is Pakistani TV host and journalist, whose blunt choice of words and a record of never smiling on camera, earned him a place in my memory cells. He was accompanying 500 other men and women from 80 different nationalities, sailing those ships. These people were taken from 100 kilometer out in the international waters by Israel and around 10 people died as a result of the clash which occurred to take control of the ship. Talat and 2 other pakistani media men are handed down to Jordanian embassy in Israel. He is due to arrive Pakistan in two days. I am sure he is coming with a fascinating story.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Ladies' man :)

If only this photo was the DVD cover of a Lollywood movie, it would sell like crazy.


A policewoman guards the streets while other women shop.

Bull carts compete at a festival in rural Punjab.

Monday, May 24, 2010

serenity


Its one of those days, i would randomly grab a book off the shelf and start spending my days and nights with it. Thoughts are strictly prohibited to reach my head, as i remain on a different planet.

Friday, May 21, 2010

Look on


Coming from a closely knitted family, i was invited to Facebook by cousins, two years ago. Staying in touch was revolutionized. Now work mates, college friends and few radio fans make up most of my friend list there. Last week i received an email warning about a "draw Mohammad (PBUH)" contest. Now with efforts of Pakistan telecommunication authority, a block on the social website has been put in place.

Headlines and media is reporting all levels of society heating up with strong protest. From students to doctors; some marched while other talked.

In recent years, from danish cartoons to South park, there have been several events testing nerves of Muslims globally. Bans on products from these countries were also put in place, in some Muslim countries, which was lifted later as soon as people realized their own incompetencies to produce instruments, medicines etc.

Karachi; my home town, is engulfed in bloody series of target killing, resulting in deaths of more than 40 people in 48 hours. If any one of my friends might be wondering...

Shoaib's status update: I have a pulse...

Last night i couldn't brag to my friends in other cities, about special summer winds in this coastal paradise. It was hot, seriously hot. I couldn't even keep a count on number of showers i had. No matter how warm the day feels like, after sunset its a place of envy for the rest of Pakistan. Coastal sea breeze makes Karachi a place to be, specially in this season. But yesterday even though there was wind, it felt like Sahara.

From Governor to Chief minister level, meetings are being called to resolve differences between several key political parties active in Karachi. Apparently its these groups, which are believed to be settling their scores with streets and bullets. In the civilized world today, there is not a second example of political rivalries going this wild all over the globe.

Courtesy to Dawn(newspaper), i just wish to share a picture of some Afghan ruin where a young boy is seen playing cricket.

It's not the bullet with my name on it that worries me. It's the one that says "To whom it may concern"

Friday, May 14, 2010

Standing Tall




Pyar se ... sudhar jao !




For cricketing fans in Pakistan:
Whether we win or lose, in this game. Sleep Tight.








For Lawmakers in Italy:
Leave her alone.








Sunday, May 9, 2010

Face the music


Last weekend Faisal shehzad, an american with pakistani origin was taken into custody. His charges; some failed attempt to blow up a car laden with explosives on times square in new york.
Here in pakistan, the interior minister traced his roots to places in karachi and nwfp. He is the same minister who believed Ajmal qassab (mumbai attack's sole survivor) was Pakistani, even when indians had doubts.

After reluctant and more calculated statements issued from Pakistan Army, Hillary clinton adopts a tough tone, to warn of severe consequences if a successful terror attack inside US, is traced back to Pakistan.

I have been thinking all day; what on Planet earth, our government and all of our forces could possibly do; in order to stop that. (neither it's our primary doctrine).

Faisal has not been linked with any terrorist organization so far, or faced any trial yet. He bought some fertilizers, propane gas cylinders, attached some triggers, and left a car ticking to explode. Any one living in United states, could have done that, if it was a home made bomb. What is Pakistan here is to blame for.

If there is any angle that adds extra value to Pakistan in this regard, is that Pakistan has been in forefront fighting war against extremism and terrorism; on its own soil and inside all its cities.

The tense air inside Pakistan, which breeds more terrorists, in the light of constant drone attacks and publicizing of cases like Afia siddiqi. Whether civilian causalities in Afghanistan or suicide bombs in Pakistan's public places, with every passing day full of such events, frustration grows. Leadership in Pakistan has failed so far to envisage a world of peace for its own people. I can remember what a local said to me during my visit to refugee camps, amid Swat operation by Pakistani forces.

"Shoaib, you can turn any young man of your age, into a suicide bomber. They have already lost someone in their own families, they are vulnerable.

"You can turn them violent, and you don't even need a beard".

Incidences are breeding these mindsets. If steps are not taken after serious intellectual fact finding, resolve; this will sadly continue.

Yesterday Defense Secretary Robert Gates offered strong praise on Friday for Pakistan’s efforts to root out extremist militants amid concern about potential links between the failed Times Square car bombing and Taliban.

And here today as i read news; diplomatic pressure is being applied to warn our government of consequences, which it may face for failing to provide security inside United states. Its ridiculous. But what i am concerned with, here is a sense of "we have done enough, enough is enough now" developing in our people.

Today here in Pakistan; streets don't feel safe, jobs are not secure, government doesn't seem to be interested in adopting nation friendly policies, there is; inflation, lawlessness, and the same corrupt breed of politicians are determined to stay in office till next millennium.

This mental chaos helps in harboring more radical mindsets. Its not nationalist movements, religious touts, or bureaucratic pimps only, its every one and every where, acting lose. From jurisdiction to accountability, from auditors to monitors; people i meet everyday don't seem to be ready to act positive about a single institution or person.

A government which is not ready to accept judgments of supreme court over hundreds of issues, (not to mention NRO or Swiss cases), is now making fool out of everyone, by passing constitutional amendments.

Pakistan could comply with Hillary's demands of stopping terrorists on foreign soil, only and only if we knew how to stop them at home...

...from corridors of Islamabad to Tora bora, its an ocean of 'em.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

A reunion


Daniyal Left Pakistan in 2006. We studied together in high school back in 1996. He is one of those friends, with whom I had spent good amount of quality time with. He was poetic, rhythmic and always imaginative. Ordinary stories had a classical impact, while running through his tongue. We would usually sit on my roof top, and watch the sun go down on weekends. Drinks and snacks while wrapping all thats in life; philosophy and occasional laughter. Those were wonderful and special evenings. Selfless companions, just in for the quality time. Intoxicating memories.

Danial has 5 brothers. His elder brother called him to Australia. He started a business, which later he moved to Fiji. If you google, you can see Fiji on the map, almost as distant as moon. Its the last corner of the world, where this tiny island sits like a dart. Its known for beautiful beaches and tourism.

Now he is married and running several stores through out Fiji. Last year he returned after 3 years. This year he showed up again. It takes 3 connecting flights and more than 36 hours to make it here. Bravo my Friend !

Perhaps due to his wife, who comes from a Muslim family with an Indian origin, that Daniyal has lost the crisp of his Urdu. Still through his poetic expressions carrying the most microscopic and comprehensive details of his life there, he takes me to Fiji (imagination) every time we sit. He is travelling back to Fiji on May 5th.

We Met in Panu Aqil Cantt, back in 1996. But we reunited in Karachi after 2000 when we both were graduating from different colleges. Our weekends on rooftop could have been less memorable if it was Gen Zia in place of Musharraf running affairs of Pakistan. Youth and specially in these years, were living a reality which some of our ancestors passed away, envying and dreaming. All of a sudden things were happening. You may call it Musharraf's vision of moderate enlightenment, or people scrapping away old barriers. Not only there was a cell phone revolution going on, but also new private TV Channels were popping out daily, We had places to go, floors to party, and Protection bills on the name of women rights, enabling us to meet our friends in broad day light, without having to face any police harassment. Life practically was no less than of a TV star from Beverly hills, here at home.

Around same time I joined radio, then later a private TV and Daniyal's rooftop poetry took a sudden dip into a fantasy world. Our circumstances and society was changing fast. Things considered impossible or were tabooed few years ago, were no more remorseful. Freedom had new meanings. He would now call friends, ask me to play music and we had all sort of lights going on. Crazy.

In the midst of that dance floor smoke, he left for Fiji, chasing his dreams. [2006]

Now, while he is visiting Pakistan second consecutive year, he spoke of certain change he noticed here in Pakistan, and mentioned few twisted dreams.

Dani: "sabb aman hay na, Shoaib jani?"
Me: "Allah ka ehsaan hay dani"

Dani: "Phir khwahish ho rahi hay poorani"
Me: "Choar yaar, kia naimat hay pani"

Dani: "Pyas thori na hay sirf bhujani"
Me: "Choar di humne peeni pilani!"

Dani: "Dil ka dora seh chuki apni Jawani"
Me: "Bas karo, abb bohat hui Nadani"

Dani: "Kis se kahoon keh hain batain itni Sunani"
Me: "Woh jo bin kahe teray jisnay hain jani"

Following is a transcript of our chat, after i shared with him my media reporting trip to swat, during the operation Rah-e-Haq [blog posted]


Dani:
"Shoaib! Our Nation supported the troops to crush these fundamentalist militants to achieve what?"

Me: "We supported our forces to bring peace and crush any miscreants who were trying to play ethno-religious card"

Dani: "They were targeting CD shops, cable TV, red districts, music and all things glamorous."

Me: "Apparently, these are few things which they thought stood between them and fulfillment of the order they wanted to bring about in our society"

Dani: "Strict Shari'ah, right?"

Me: "Yes in their own interpretation of the subject"

Dani: "Have we not crushed them by now"

Me: "Almost. They are on the run and mostly down"

Dani: "Still i don't see any pubs or pole dances in Karachi!"

Me: "hahaha, it is not about strip clubs and booze stores, dear"

Dani:
"What is about, if not liberty to everyone in choosing their lifestyles?"

Me: "Its about merging and moving with modern values, dani."

Dani: "Modern societies don't give the impression, i get from our streets in here"

Me: "What do you want, *******S on the streets, or pub around every street corner?"

Dani: "Atleast I thought Nadeem F Paracha, would run for prime minister, or something."

Me: "Come on baby, there is average 1 mosque in a residential block for 100 families, here. We practice Islam."

Dani: "So, now forces have to get through them as well"

Me: "For what? they are not miscreants, or stopping you from any thing"

Dani: "Still people would not adopt liberal lifestyles, under these loud speakers"

Me: " You are confusing war on terror in our country, with war for satanic independence"

Dani: "What is it, else? What are we dropping these bombs in Waziristan for?"

Me: "They were challenging the writ of the government"

Dani: "No body can challenge the writ, without forwarding their own principles or theories"

Me: "yes, and they had century old orthodox views about Islam and its social implications"

Dani: "It takes no rocket scientist to add modernity into outdated moral value system"

Me: "Anyway, we didn't stand with our forces, for CD shops, or brothel houses. We stood for peace and national interest"

Dani: "Were you ever invited to the Presidential palace?"

Me: "No, why?"

Dani: "Just wondering, what do they drink after 11 pm"

Me: "you should be quitting now, you are just 27 and have already suffered a stroke"

Dani: "If once our forces after combating and defeating these terrorists, fail to create at least a single place in Pakistan which replicates Vegas, i will have another stroke, perhaps the Fatal one".

Me: "Hmmm....Swat is real expensive Real estate..."

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I believe...

If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it


I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
Lyrics from "I believe I can fly" by R Kelly

When the volcano erupted in Iceland on 20th march, some analysts feared only a flood, due to melting of ice. As a precaution authorities evacuated some 450 people in the area 100 miles southeast of the capital, Reykjavik. Flights were kept 120 nautical miles away. Some Flights were turned back. Few were cancelled.

Nobody thought this would eventually result in restricting of all flights over European space.

A new 122,000-tonne cruise ship is welcomed by a tug as it arrives England Tuesday April 20, 2010 before leaving later Tuesday to pick up around 2,000 British tourists Spain. The British government is sending three Royal Navy warships, including the aircraft carrier HMS Ark Royal, across the English Channel to bring home stranded citizens after millions of travelers were stranded around the world when ash from a volcano in Iceland choked the jet age to a halt.

Last time this volcano erupted in Iceland, it was in 1821 and it continued for 2 years. There are no reports of air travel coming to a stand still, back then. Today's super sonic jet planes are driven useless by tiny particles of dust and ash; hence nature claiming its supremacy over all that mankind has achieved, invented, developed and discovered.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Monday, April 5, 2010

Rule of law

Under Article 248 of the Constitution no criminal proceedings whatsoever would be instituted or continued against the president in any court during his term of office. It is due to the same article of the constitution that protected Musharraf from being prosecuted.

Rule of law simply means that provisions of the law reign supreme and no one is above the law or allowed to challenge its writ. In other words, if an individual is caught with his hand in the forbidden cookie jar, the matter cannot be swept under the carpet merely because he has landed in the upper echelons of state hierarchy.

If justice prevails and law stands above personalities or offices, then it has to be more, far more than a sacked president this time. 

Monday, March 22, 2010

Sagar Kinare - II



Early morning of 21st March i went on an unusual adventure with a group of friends. After 40 minutes of sailing into the sea and reaching this un named rock island in the middle of ocean... I couldn't resist jumping into waters. I don't know how to swim, but i know how to still have fun. A little piece of rope was all i needed to cling onto, over a 30meter deep sea bed.

Why did i do it?


two reasons:

1. It was my birthday
2. Read the last blog.




Sunday, March 14, 2010

Sagar Kinare

Oceans have tremendous power to wash away all that is thrown into it...

Man, on land walks unrestrained ... acts loose.. enjoys free will. He choses to do great acts of kindness and sometimes corrupts himself with selfishness and greed.

On Beaches.... oceans meet land...
thus immense cleansing of waters, unleashes itself on the verge...

Whether a walk on the shore... or a dip in the waves...
and sometimes even a deep meditation on the sand... purifies soul.

Renews and rejuvenates.

its real...
and always works...
no matter how weak of a faith... you 've got.
I am waiting...

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Democratic Icon - II



Ahmadinejad was born near Garmsar in the village of Aradan, in Semnan province, the fourth of seven children. His father, Ahmad, was an ironworker, grocer, barber, blacksmith, and religious person who taught the Qur'an.

Nasser Hadian, who grew up with Ahmadinejad, says he has always been pragmatic and smart -- even finishing No. 1 in his high school class.

In 1976, Ahmadinejad took Iran's national university entrance contests. He was ranked 132nd out of 400,000 participants that year, and soon enrolled in the Iran University of Science and Technology (IUST) as an undergraduate student of civil engineering. He received a PhD in transportation engineering and planning from IUST in 1997. Ahmadinejad believes deeply in many things. As a young man, he took part in the country's Islamic revolution as a member of the revolutionary guards.

In 2003, elected conservative candidates from the Alliance of Builders of Islamic Iran to the City Council of Tehran. The Council appointed Ahmadinejad mayor.

As mayor, he reversed changes made by previous moderate and reformist mayors. He put religious emphasis on the activities of cultural centers they had founded. He also worked to improve the traffic system and put an emphasis on charity, such as distributing free soup to the poor. This son of a blacksmith was later elected president of the country by promising to give poor people a share of Iran's oil wealth.

After his election to the presidency, Ahmadinejad's resignation as the mayor of Tehran was accepted in June 2005. After two years as mayor, Ahmadinejad was one of 65 finalists for World Mayor in 2005, selected from 550 nominees, only nine of them from Asia. He was among three strong candidates for the top ten list, but his resignation made him ineligible.

Today, Ahmadinejad still lives in the old neighborhood in a small house, doing everything he can to project the image of a modest and devout man.

As of September 2009, the election results remain in dispute with both Mousavi and Ahmadinejad and their respective supporters who believe that electoral fraud occurred during the election. Ahmadinejad won 24,527,516 votes, (62.63%). In second place, Mir-Hossein Mousavi, won 13,216,411 (33.75%) of the votes. Supreme Leader Ayatollah Ali Khamenei formally endorsed Ahmadinejad as President on 3 August 2009, and Ahmadinejad was sworn in for a second term on 5 August 2009