Thank you

Its been the longest winters without you.
When I thought that I didn't have you in my mind; still I existed in yours.

Oh Lord Beauty!

I shall never stop smiling, why should I? You still love me.

I regret my wrongs. I am guilty. And the moment I feel sorry, I can feel your mercy.

Some may never take that road. I knew not where I was going. With tranquility it reads, journey within.

Where I finished myself... there were still steps. Following into the world outside me.

The kingdom of never ending vastness.

Once beyond my grasp, now in my imagination.
The stars, the heaven and the galaxies.

All for a reason. All for the eye, which sees.

Just when i thought, what better could I smell? I smelled what was new to me.

Just when i thought, what better could I taste? I tasted what was new to me!

New feelings, sounds and sights.

Liberated from the shackles of myself... now I walk free. Or perhaps, I only suppose that I am. Free.

In the midst of this; the world unseen and unknown is coming into being. With every step outside myself...

... restlessness grows.

I remember the forbidden tree. Taste of which, knows all of me.

I can repent, cry and beg for mercy. You will always love me.

Enlighten me and protect me. I am bound for the journey within.
But I can't even conquer me. Help me!

I have smelled, tasted, heard, felt and seen; what I once knew not of.

How can I go back to just live with me?

Its already been the longest winters without you.