I was at my radio station, which is situated in an office plaza at sharae faisal, Karachi. 10 minutes before the 6 o'clock news I am usually going through notes, while constructing words for the opening line of my radio show, which starts right after the 5minute news bulletin. Political atmosphere of Pakistan had dramatically changed. Emergency was imposed, judges were deposed, media was shunned. I like many in this country, was barred from carrying out my show for 34 days. After years of army rule, not only musharraf had taken his uniform off, also both ex-prime ministers had returned to the country. From being in exile few weeks ago, to campaigning in front of the nation for upcoming elections, it was sadly the best, in this country, people have seen of "democracy".
Despite stories of the day in my notes were...
- Peak-hour electricity shortage reaches over 2,000MW or 20 per cent of the total demand.
- Musharraf and Karzai renewing pledge to combat terror.
- Pakistan invites hundreds of foreign observers for the January 8 polls.
- US Special Forces to train Pakistani troops.
A minute earlier; news department had confirmed me, as to what happened when the dust settled from the bomb blast at her motorcade. I remember not saying much, and stepping out from the studios queuing commercials.
I went back on air after commercials and shared with listeners some more information about entire events of the day leading up to this incidence. The shock was difficult to stay live on mic with, so I went out of the studio office to grab a smoke in the alley near the stairs. What I saw was something I had never seen before; the entire workforce of this eleven story office building was leaving all at once. Their faces were pale, terrorized and everyone looked confused as if somebody tipped off a bomb hoax. Seeing this flood of people evacuating the building, I followed 'em down to check the streets. Since I knew news department will take over the transmission to connect with reporters from the scene and etc... hence I never had the burden to resume the show immediately.
I remember street lights were out, people were gathered in huge numbers, cars were packed with extra people, as every one instantly believed, "fleeing to home" was the right thing to do. I talked with few people to explore what they knew more about Benazir's death that I didn't. They all said, "you have no idea what is to come, now". I tried reading their minds by inquiring what is to come? They all seem to agree with "just about anything". As if the instant reaction of her death was intuitively sent into their brains. I could not see the reason for panic, since I myself was shocked like most of them were, I told myself "lets go upstairs and finish the show, then I will head home".
I received a text from my younger brother, conveying a very important instruction from my father.
"No political commentary, beta!"
Within an hour, the fear of those leaving for home instantly after the news of Benazir's demise; started making sense.
Phone calls we received and reports which reached us throughout next three days; still haunts many in our staff team. Billions of dollars worth of looting and destruction. Several dead and kidnapped.
Terror wasn't over:
More than 28 railway stations, 13 engines and 7 trains were set ablaze, totaling a loss of more than 3 billion $ alone. More than 3000 cars, 176 banks, 37 gas stations, hundreds of buses, trucks, shops and buildings were destroyed. More than 100 people died in riots which followed BB's assassination.
Unreported stories:
21 year old Abid (now 24), is still waiting for his sister to return from office. Last phone call she made was minutes before plunging into a small street for safety, abandoning her car after witnessing riots on streets.
Her wedding date was in a month's time.
It was a black day in the history of Pakistan and BB's death was the least of any reason why.